So back to the friends trick-or-treating thing, they all got decked out in their costumes and got ready to go, but I just got to show up, costume-less, and give hugs and say have fun (and eat chili). But that's it. No candy for me, well, besides leftovers from my house. Again, I did some hard core thinking and I had an epiphany. Yep...I'm too old. I feel silly walking to houses asking for candy, just as I did when I was FOUR years old. That was 12 years ago, and for me to do the same thing 12 years later? Yeah...I am definitely too old.
When passing out candy, I really do feel bad giving it to the "big kids" when I could be giving more to the little kids that are having the time of their life walking from door to door getting the sugary sweets that will keep them up all night. It's just not right. Now I'm not at all directing this at any of my friends that I had the opportunity to go trick-or-treating with, quite frankly, I'm a little jealous that you probably had a lot of fun without me, but I am merely stating what I believe.
Although I miss getting to be whatever I wanted on Halloween, I will still always enjoy seeing those smiles on kids faces when you hand them their favorite piece of candy that they will most likely get to see twice that evening (once going in, once coming out). But they will never forget that time they were a clown, or a pumpkin, or Harry Potter. No matter how old you get, you can still have fun on Halloween...just maybe not in a way that little children do.
Will you have a happy Halloween?